It's getting really annoying that the codename game has become a fad. Most people don't appreciate it for what I intended it to be. Originally I used to to talk about people to keep my identity safe. That was back when I thought everyone hated me and blamed me for all the things going wrong. The second time around it was for my friends to understand how I see them. There are many things you can't convey randomly so I decided to pull them together into one word and represent them with it. That way, when they figure it out themselves they can reflect on why for a while then ask for my viewpoint on what it meant. Now, I am depressed to find that people make fun of the event and reject it. Why make fun of someone else's method of understanding and interpreting the world better?
I had Christy over yesterday and she is staying over one more night because there is a storm outside. We got drunk, she was really drunk and I was only slightly there. Yea, yea.. we took pictures of the face painting game. She was screaming and rambled about her past, crying about random s**t. I was mostly a happy drunk with random spots of seriousness. I called people for fun when I was drunk and Christy kept trying to take the phone away. Lol.
I met our new roomie who is replacing Jes, she is really cool. I can't wait to tell Denise. I still want to play with my friends on zOMG but I don't want to help anyone anymore. Dev pretty much knocked me out of the urge by getting slightly vexed when I tried to help her. -shrugs- Whatever.
I found something amazing! Everyone knows that when I was with Teej she was Hachi and I was Nana. I still view myself as Nana so I had to stop reading the manga, it hints that she might die. I found the padlock Nana had for Ren! I locked it on myself and gave a key to Christy and Teej gets the other one. It represents that I am not giving up on love. It is my sort of visual representation of hope. When I finally meet someone, Christy and Teej get to approve then give him the key. I plan to lock him or her up once I get there. I still can't find my other key. I guess it isn't time yet T.T
Flashes rushed to Ami's head of a tall, sensual woman. Her sharp chin and plump glossy lips stood out in her mind as the images rushed faster and faster. "Ugh," Ami grunted as her head pounded, feeling like it was being stretched to its extreme or squeezed into an abnormally small space. She held onto a nearby tree trunk as Eclipse paced, confused. "Who...?" Ami gasped as the pain increased and she fell to her knees. Vanessa, from behind a tree trunk, clicked her tongue. "So it begins..." Vanessa murmured and truly vanished into the treetops. Ami spasmed, the images in her mind moving too fast to comprehend anymore. Her sight blurred and the world spun, images danced all around her brighter and brighter. Ami's eyes felt weak as the lights burned brighter and images spun faster, until it all went white. Eclipse grunted as she watched Ami pass out and slowly walked over to sniff her, to check if she was alive. She smelt fresh still so Eclipse nudged the tall woman with her wet nose. Eclipse's black fur shook as she nudged Ami harder.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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