I don't belong. It's a common fact to tell the truth about the matter. I am a punk at heart but I don't follow the 'code' of the general punk culture. I don't wear their clothes, object to everything, and I don't go to the utmost extreme on things. I am a punk in the sense that I don't want anyone to control me or define who I am. I think appearances are the way the government tries to control the public by sapping their self esteem if they don't 'look like everyone else'. I rebel against the general higher up society but respect them.
I like anime and cartoons, which should fit me in the childish category. I am like a never-ending kid, always running from my problems and goofing off when I should be studying or 'acting my age'.
Then again, I am so troubled I could not possibly be a child or a punk. I can't function like the general public and will do almost anything to distract myself from my own problems. I am so deep that it scares people.
Where exactly am I supposed to fit in this world? Where am I supposed to find friends or lovers who understand me best?
I think I manage though. For being in these radically different places, I have been doing pretty well. I have made friends with people from all three categories and more, proving you don't need to stay with your own kind. Of course, I usually don't rub very well with my friends because they are in three different categories than me. -shrugs- oh well. I make do. Do you?
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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