Wednesday was a very weird day on MapleStory.
My friend Aria (aka: Shawna) were sitting around, talking.
"So how's your hubby, Anna?"
"I dunno, he rarely gets on anymore...-.-"
Ironically, he suddenly logged on.
And to make that even weirder, so did my ex, David.
I admit, I still kinda like David.
He was a sweet guy, and I don't blame him for disappearing.
He has college, after all.
I don't care if Shawn stalks me on Gaia.
I don't care if he sees this entry.
I remember still...that time he had his shop up in the MP. (MarketPlace)
Fatal made me go there and say hi.
It made me sorta start crying...
His conversations and apologies always did.
Until that day...
There was a big drama-fest in my BL (Buddy List) chat.
"Two hours turned into 2 months...
"Might as well have been 2 years!"
I started crying...he started apologizing.
It's a good thing that Shawn wasn't on.
But David made me realize something.
I didn't divorce because I didn't love David.
I divorced because I felt lonely.
"Band aids don't heal wounds.
They just cover them up."
And Shawn was just a band aid.
To cover up the wound.
But now that the wound is healed,
I don't need a band aid anymore.
I remember when I met Shawn...
That feeling that David doesn't love me came.
Now it's opposite.
David made me see that Shawn isn't "Mr. Perfect."
And I swear, Shawn is immature and lazy!
He even called me an a** over texts!
He's too lazy to get his quests done, let alone help me with mine.
Now, I don't really feel like I love him anymore.
By the way...
That song on my profile...
The one with no vocals...
Just a little bell tune.
I've been it playing over and over now.
And I never get tired of it.
Immah make David get a Gaia account. biggrin
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