this ******** anxiety
its growing inside of me
I hate this feeling
now happened now, why!
I want it now but it is taking too long
This urge of inpatients is wrong
But for some reason i cant hold on to this
Grit my teeth and grip a huge fist
God damn you sinister scarf
this wait makes me feel like I want to barf
All this pain over pixels ********
Though I know, I hate to be stuck
If not here then back into the world where no one knows I'm alive
but on gaia i grow and with my friends i hastily and strongly strive
But still anxiety, stress, anger, paranoia, and depression is everywhere
From my night hungers and stress of living situation to my morning bed hair
I don't know why! I don't want to open my eyes!
No one is buying the bracelets nor is anyone knowingly helping
But one and only girl, who is the only thing that helps me keep breathing
oh god this scarf sits in the market, sits and continues teasing
nothing in the world took me this long to get, so i got grieving
******** am I lame for this
but all I want is perfect bliss
if only in this world and only for a minute or a second
Just once in my life, i don't ask for a 2nd
but whatever, geez, god, whatever
moments like this, last forever.....
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