Do you remember? Do you remember the one kiss that changed our minds? Does he remember the day we were practically fornicating while waiting for the Muni? Would he remember my lips if he ever got to see them again or the way they feel after receiving my first kiss? Can he still feel my longing even though he is gone? What about him, does he know how much I would have gave at the time to be in his arms for real?
Some things are better left unsaid. Some things you wish you didn't remember. But I do.
I am so glad I got to be with her. For that relationship helped me grow into the person I am today. It gave me a confidence unlike any other and even though it is gone now at least I felt it once.
That passion I had with him taught me to never lose myself to another that much ever again. You must never lose track of who you are. Never. He taught me to be more modest and care about what other people thing, at least a little.
That boy had me in his hands and dropped me, teaching me that relationships are for two. When two people are a couple they must both reciprocate and be given a chance to be there for each other.
The man who was my all left me. He dropped me to protect me from breaking and I learned that not all reasons though kind intentions are fine to accept. They try to protect you by hurting you and you cannot understand because all you want is to be with them. The lesson: relationships are fragile, probably more so than the people in them and you must treasure each moment you get in them because you never know when they will end.
The b*****d that played me was still a kind man. He was passionate and longed for me but we never met. This was the first lesson of cheating, never do it. All other relationships are hurt because of it, even if you feel no guilt. Cheating is hurtful to all.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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