Depression...
I stared at the wall inside my shower.
I was so cold, dead, and alone on
the inside.
So numb, so unfeeling.
Depression turned into sickness as my
stomach turned and flipped.
That warm feeling in my mouth...
I reached for the mirror, still foggy
from my shower.
I looked at the girl.
She was so pale, so lifeless.
Like a dead body that just was pulled from the
bottom of a dam.
As a stared at her a sparkle caught my eye.
My razor in the corner.
Mine, my own.
It was so pretty
No, she was beautiful.
I missed her, she was so unused for
two long hard months.
I missed her.
I couldn't help but smile as I dragged her
across my still-wet wrists...
I was so confused.
Could dead bodies bleed?
Then I remembered I was alive.
For now anyway.
As I waited for darkness, I still
stared at the dead body in the mirror.
Her hard, black eyes pierced through me.
"Go away", I mumbled as I stumbled to the floor.
I was too dizzy to say more.
I put my blood soaked hands to my face
and wiped away the tears.
My body relaxed.
I was almost there, almost gone.
Everything going dark.
I faded away, disintegrated into
nothing and no more...
 Xxx_ReddDeath333_xxX · Wed Dec 24, 2008 @ 09:05pm · 1 Comments |
