♫♬♪♩__________s σ u η d t я α c κ.__________________Love is a mixtape Do a double take, I dare you.Olivia Hazel Bourbranch Ollie or Creampuff are the only two flattering ones I've heard.
xx._______ b i r t h d a y CANDLES »
For twenty one years, I've been humming to myself.
xx._______ c o u n t i n g DAYS »
On the cold day of the 14th of December in 1987, I sang out my first sour note.
xx._______ c h e c k ME OUT»
Last time I checked, I still rode the monthly red train. So I must be of the female gender. smile
xx._______ s e c r e t s UNKEPT »
I've never been able to hook anyone, so what does it matter that I've loved girls and guys who broke my heart?
mirror, mirror ON MY w a l l.
xx._______ r a p u n z e l RAPUNZEL »
In the classic darling teacher's pet, I'm not a brunette, but a blonde.
xx._______ window s to a SOUL »
Like the paper packages tied up in strings, these browns are a few of my favorite things.
xx._______ s c a l e s and MESUREMENTS »
xx._______ f a s h i o n CRISIS»
In school, I keep my modest apparel to make a good impression on the teachers and students alike. White button up shirts are a staple of my outfits, with varying lengths for the season. In cold months, I'll probably sport a plain sweater instead, but with the same vests layered over them. Neutral slacks or skirts finish my wardrobe, and I stick to mary janes for my shoes.
If you saw me outside of class, I wouldn't expect you to recognize me. When I'm not tied to school, I don all sorts of colors and acessories, with crazy skirts, jeans, tee shirts, and dresses. Neon is a fantastic color, and anything that "foofs" ends up circulating through my closet a couple times a week. If pressed to admit it, I wouldn't: my mother doesn't even know about the paradise my apartment's closet is.
judge a book BY IT`S c o v e r.
xx._______ So, it's like this.»
In a word, I am meek. I say as little as I need to around people who make me nervous, which can be just about everyone. Sure, I'll make friendly chit-chat with the teachers, but not simply because I like them. Another huge part is the fact they don't really have the freedom to tease me, or their jobs are on the chopping block. I know I'm not high on the popular list: Most people know my name, but only a small percentage care in the slightest. That being the case, I take interaction where I can get it.
When I'm with the few friends I have, I'll always have a smile and a kind word to say. I'm not fake about it either; your hair really is beautiful to me, and I do like those shoes. I'll never say anything about anyone to put any question or mark about their name, but I will be truthful to the point someone else may get in trouble. I crack horribly under pressure, and I fluster and get embrassed easily by the littest things.
As for emotions, I'm an easy book to read, though you probably wouldn't want to, as I'm so terribly boring. I've always been a huge crybaby, but only over things that truly upset me, like a honestly mean-hearted comment or having something I've worked very hard on mean nothing. I try hard to stay neutral as pleasing to everyone, but that takes a toll on how interesting I really can be, I guess.
When I'm dolled up, however, I become the person I wish I was, and I'm confindent, flirty, and just there to have fun. The queen of any party or bowling alley, I'll charm the heck out of everyone then disappear into the night, usually never to be seen again. This stems from the restlessness I feel in the same place; I have to keep moving, or my life just becomes sucked dry.
xx._______ d e a r DIARY»
I was a fun, crazy, hyperactive baby, if one could believe it. Honestly. I was the light of the room, the apple in your eye, and all those other perky setiments. This lasted for five wonderful years, until my divorced mother re-married, landing me a devout Catholic step-father and the holy grail of terrifying siblings, Maria. Bullied physically and mentally by someone with the advantage of eleven years and an "innocent" face that could fool Jesus, I became a bit introverted, craving attention from my parents, who threw a fit over anything outside the box I was now supposed to fit into.
When the dreaded Maria left for college, life was beautiful once again, and though they remained harsh, my parents showed more affection, espically when I excelled in school. So I kept up the anty, becoming the literal perfect student. Until about sixth or seventh grade, I was restless with this life; I had few friends, and while I was kept busy with the various activities school seemed to keep providing more of, I still felt... bland.
quirks THAT SET US a p a r t.
xx._______ l o v e IT.»
{+} Vegetarian foods
{+} Various fashion related reality television shows
{+} Music of any sort (Well, duh)
{+} Photography
{+} Disney Movies &3
xx._______ h a t e THIS.»
[&/3] Parasites
[&/3] Most shades of yellow
[&/3] Excessive violence
[&/3] With the exception of Eminem, rap.
[&/3] Really boring/stupid/uneeded musicals
xx._______ f e a r s that CONTROL us.»
&Don't leave me alone outside in the dark&
&I hope no one forgets me after I'm gone...&
&My step sister. Forget dark alleys, I don't want to run into her anywhere&
mixtape and m o r e.
xx._______o1. t r a ck ONE.» The Meek Shall Inherit//Little Shop of Horrors
While showtunes are usually only reserved for getting stuck in your head, I've always liked the way this one dips from humorous to sentimental. I feel like it reflects that anyone can be listened to, but they have to be careful about why that is...
xx._______o2. t r a ck TWO.» Turn it Up//Robots in Disguise
This band displays the open confidence in themselves in such a fun way I can't help loving them, and this particular song really nestles into my heart. Bittersweet, it doesn't have a definate message, but simply radiates, Pay Attention To Me!
xx._______o3. t r a ck THREE.» Nowhere Man//The Beatles
No list of favorite songs is complete without at least one tune by everyone's favorite "mop-top" band. I've always fancied this one in particular, because it's uplifting in sound, but it's a bit heartwrenching at the same time. All the subject of the song does is plan out everything, but no one listens to them. You feel such empathy for the poor fellow, and then associate yourself back to them with the lyric, "Isn't he a bit like you and me...?"
xx._______o4. t r a ck FOUR.» I Kissed a Girl//Katy Perry
First of all, this song is catchiest thing I've ever heard in the history of radio surfing. It brings a smile to my face whenever I listen to it, swings my hips, and makes me hope for the future. Besides giving the music community a giggle, it helps stretch out our boundries, regardless if we fit into the box Miss Perry is singing about, or want to.
xx._______o5. t r a ck FIVE.» Teenagers//My Chemical Romance
What can I say? All my life--including the point where I was a teenager myself-- I've felt the same way about the strange hormone phase of life each one of us must go through, and the people included in it. A break from the agonizing lyrics MCR is known for, I will always sing this one out loud if I'm to hear it.
xx._______o6. t r a ck SIX.» Clint Eastwood//Gorillaz
I just love how nonsensical the lyrics to this are. You can apply them to someone, or you can just smile and nod your head to the music, depending on your mood.
xx._______o7. t r a ck SEVEN.» Girl Anachronism//Dresden Dolls
This is just a great song to thrash around to when your day hasn't been anything like you'd imagined. Or simply if you feel like rocking out with a piano smashing about in the backround. It's flexiable, and relates back to the core of what I am; a girl.
xx._______o8. t r a ck EIGHT.» title//Killers
As one who loves to daydream to the songs she listens to, this song presents a vast array of mentally images to mess with.
xx._______o9. t r a ck NINE.» Evening Wear//Mindless Self Indulgence
Another song I love partly on the principle of how easy it is to dance to, and also due to the deeper meaning one can get from the lyrics. It really seems to narrate a part of my life that many people don't know about. Plus, I remember when this was sung at the concert. <3 Amazing.
xx._______1o. t r a ck TEN.» Walk Away//Franz Feridnand
As mellow as it is, I really get into all of this group's songs, from bobbing my head in appreation to swaying lazily around my room. I choose this one in particular because it reflects how really minsicule we are in the grand scheme of another person's life, which can be somewhat of a downer, but refreshing.
Let the s t o r y BEGIN.
+Anime Crusades+
 Orange Affair · Tue Dec 30, 2008 @ 10:27am · 0 Comments |
