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We both know our love wasn't meant to be
Our affection blinded us at first but now I can see
We crave each other more than we can show
I'll never desert her completely but I feel I must go
She deserves better than some stupid b*****d like me
I know for a fact that her heart ache will recede
I don't take an ounce of joy in causing her depression
The last thing I want is a messy disconection
I sacrifice my heart to help her find some one new
Her begs and pleas can't change my mind, I know what I must do
I hope that one day she is grateful for my selfless act
Those few moments that required ever ounce of my tact
I want her with a passion but I want her happiness more
Her leave will rot my heart, right down to the core
I'll never really be all the way gone, I'll admire from afar
She'll be my shining light of inspiration, my precious northern star
I don't shed tears for just any old reason
My responsibilities have given an unforgivable treason
A bit of me will die, there might be some pieces to reassemble
Some thing that might just resemble
What used to be me, when I lived under that lovely lie
But never half as good as that bit I let die
Her absence will burn me, but I know I must suffice
Her long term happiness, Is well worth my sacrifice
{This was written a while back in a rough spot between my babe and I}