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Just as the title says, I've been feeling strange lately. Not physically or anything, just wierd... know what I mean? It's like something's not right, an invisible pressure all around, its been like this for about three weeks. I don't know. It's like I'm not really here, I feel like I'm slipping back and forth between this place and somewhere else. Every time you slip over to that place, something from here yanks you back. It's a strange... longing I guess you could say. A yearning, like I'm being called away by something but can't follow. It's warm and strong, a dark, thick blanket, almost like a dream. But it's also a hollow feeling. It's hard to explain in words. A dark warmth wrapping around you like arms hugging you close, you can't see anything, but you feel like you're sinking softly through water. You sink deeper and deeper into the warm water and you long to stay there forever, but then your friends or teacher say something like, "Hey, whatcha doing!?" or "There's a test tomorrow!" and you CRASH back to reality and realize that you were staring into space for nearly twenty minutes. You never want to leave that place but are pulled back everytime you go there, which is why you feel hollow... understand? It's like you're being torn in two, like your spirit is about to fall out of your body. It's wierd.

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