Trying to catch up with who i was
Misunderstanding why you trust
in someone so incomplete
someone who's faults you do not see
why do you choose to disbelieve
that there is a darker side to me
unconsciously it seems that i've embraced
still cant look myself in the face
and yet still your standing here
by me you say you have no fear
the conflicting struggles still inside
are pushing to make me ask you why
up until now i've been alone
trying to stand strong all on my own
inside i die more with each passing day
you dont see at all, me wearing away
drowning in my sorrow
reaching for tomorrow
lying again to you
when will i reveal the truth
This mask is tearing me apart
in preserving you i've lost my heart
a slave to my situation
not letting you know the complication
solitary seeking my own redemption
finding it harder to fight the temptation
the mask is tearing slowly away
i try but find no words i can say
I've now but one request
that you would pray i leave this mess
and find hope in tomorrows dawn
let these times be a memory far gone
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