Mood: L.A.Z.Y.
Currently Listening To: Nothing. I'm on my mom's computer so there's no Limewire.
Currently Listening To: Nothing. I'm on my mom's computer so there's no Limewire.
Well, the parent situation's only gotten worse. Mom and Dad keep changing the situation, and I honesty don't have a clue on what's going on, except that Mom and Dain are moving to my aunt's house this weekend. I still don't know if I'm going. If I stay, then I'll have to move my computer back here to the utility room, which pisses me off, because when I got my own computer, I was happy that I FINALLY had it in my own room.
It's just too awkward, you know? Nothing seems right, and it's really taking affect on me. A lot of my friends and family members have already noticed and told me. Liiike,
"Wow, Tessie, you seem tired a lot lately, have you been sleeping well?"
No I haven't...Even when I do get a good amount of sleep, I have no energy.
"You pig, why are you eating so much?"
OMG just shut up.
"You're slacking in your school work, Tessie"
Don't care.
"All you do lately is sit at the computer and watch things you've downloaded illegally."
Don't care.
"Oh my God....you're depressed, like, Everyday."
Still don't care?
"You're grouchy."
Still. I don't care.
"You don't talk to anyone about anything anymore."
...and?
"Why are you so...edgy?"
Hmmm.....Like it's my friggin fault?! I can't help it, stop bugging me!
That's how I am nowadays. And I hate myself for it too, but it's no use. I just can't be myself anymore. and I know that there are people in worse situations, but that's not my problem. I am in this situation, and it's bad enough.
I just feel stuck, and no matter which parent I choose, when I think about it, it's a bad situation either way. I can't choose a side, it's mom and dad's fault.
My dad's mad at me because I left some Skittles in my uniform pants pocket and when he washed clothes, they had colored spots on some of the clothes. Oops. Whatever. I don't care. n.n
So yeah, I'm wasting my life away downloading Naruto and watching it.
I also downloaded FFVII Advent Children
AWESOME. a**. MOVIE.
And if my internet isn't fixed tonight, I'll be real upset.
Other than that, I'm sick of typing, so Sayanora!
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@.o And like...I feel that way...Where I just don't care about almost everything, especially school. Dun care if I don't get a good education. All I want is to be happy, live the way I want to, and have people to love. ._. That, and my videogames and computer. Dun care if I'm not active, dun care. Just. Dun. Care. But I hope you'll find some happiness. n.n