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Today was had a 'Play day' it was, fine I suppose. Nothing great or amazing.
******** I can't concentrate, why? Its STILL him! No matter what I do hes still there at the top of my mind. I haven't cried in years but I feel like I will any second now. I'm so frustrated, why can't be see the damage hes doing?! I dont know what the ******** is wrong with me. Maybe seeing my ex and having to deal with him is a good thing, too bad I have a REALLY REALLY REALLY bad feeling about that in the pit of my stomach. Funny thing, I stop thinking about my ex and I think about that guy for one second and bam bad feelings gone. Note side effects: A heavy heart, a confused mind, and frustrated tears ready to spill over any second.