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do you know me? me not her me? i am her she is me however shes within me its me that loves you you as you are she loves ishni but me i love you i was made to love you to have the chance she never had to love you forever yes her love i can feel but its me who lives through its my light its my love that reaches out for you i want you to see me love me my insecurity has my head spinning with questions do you really love me? or are you with me cause im her and im just the bagage package that you have to be with to be with her? if you could have her would you be happy if i was gone if you had her? do you know these answers to these questions? do you know your smile lights up my heart? that your laugh makes me smile? that your eyes are so magical that i could stare into them for eternity?
do you know in my wildest beautiful fantasies i dream of being your wife?
do you know that id gladly give my life for yours?
if you were in a coma id stand by your bedside everyday holding your hand and kissing your lips do you know that?
i cant deny it i love you more then i ever thought possible i never dreamed i could feel this way ever but i do and as long as you love me i will spend my life making you happy giving you more love then you will know what to do with heart