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Whoa. First post. Hahaha.

Well, let me introduce myself to you thoroughly and more detailed than my 'About me' section(I probably have to do this as a first post to explain my extreme behavior later on...teehee). I'm a girl who has always been, and always will be, a dreamer who often gets carried away by her imagination. I don't know why but in my world I'm much more headstrong, sometimes even to the point of being a tad bit bitchy. My mind's an odd, messy place where people often get lost in once they try to delve deeper into what I'm thinking. I don't like people deciding for me and getting in the way of what I want. I drive my own ship and I'll sink with it alone.

Though I'm a bit of a loner when it comes to girls my age, I absolutely adore the friends I have now. Most of them seem like they don't give a damn about me, but, in one way or another, they prove that they really do love me. Me giving someone true loyalty is rare...but those few people have proved that they deserve it.

Though not a lot of people know, I'm a bit of a goof when it comes to hanging out with friends. Sometimes, I just wanna live life the way a normal, thirteen-year-old girl should. Actually, I AM a normal 13-year old...I like hanging out with the girls, have like a dozen crushes ninja , and being extremely lazy sometimes when it comes to homework. Most people just see the 'loner' side of me most of the time whee ^_^

My deepest passions would probably be writing and music. Somehow, they both clash together perfectly. Me, like many Asian kinds, were forced to play an instrument at an early age. Yeah, it may seem tiresome at first, but I don't know how my life would be without it. Writing came in later but proved to be extremely useful. It's become part of my identity now and I never want to let it go. Someday, though I don't know when, I'll be a published writer. How successful or how known, I don't know...all I know is that I've found my purpose here in this world and I'm gonna use it no matter what other people say.

That's all for now...maybe I'll edit this post tomorrow because I have to sleep early for school. I might probably post a few of my poems and stories here someday. Anyways, night rofl