Being a Christian is the hardest thing to do in the world. I personally found out that when you try to give up something or change your habits, it becomes 10 times harder to resist it. Laziness is the hardest thing for me, so giving up sleeping in is the hardest. I managed to give up video games in May, and I was seriously addicted to them.
Giving up lying, cheating, and stealing doesn't seem so hard to give up, but it is. White lies are the hardest to resist, but they count as lies and in God's eyes lying is as bad as murdering.
And the most difficult task is to love everybody. I'm a good-spirited person and I don't despise anyone...except her. The one person who I loved the most is now the one person that makes me break God's second commandment. If I ever get a call from her I'll either hang up or hold my tongue while speaking with her. That's the main reason I don't want to talk to her, I might hurt her with my anger.
Lord help me, stop my lips from doing wrong... emo
the S of E Community Member 
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