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I feel so stupid.. I actually had my boyfriend tell me i was mean (okay well, he implied it) and then told me i should be nicer... I feel like such a b***h.. gonk
I'm too mean, too loving, to aggressive, and people just can't handle or stand me...
I mean, I'm trying to be so good and not any enemies and be a good girlfriend for him and then I act all rude and act like a jerk.. so now i really know what makes me so repulsive.. I'm just naturaly a b***h.. crying
Short tempered, sensetive, and really bad attitude... thats all i am, hell.. that all i ever was..
jeez..

I really hate myself.. sad