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I miss it. the old days, the old times.
I miss being able to see my old friends all the time and stay over with them and have fun with them, I miss the days where I could wake up and go outside and have my friends there with me, I miss being able to call them for everything when i needed them, I miss being up all night having get togethers with them and just having the greatest night of are lives like it was are last moments of ever being alive again and how we'd all have big smiles on are faces and lots of laughs, I miss my love, the first night that we met was the greatest thing but, now it feels like he doesn't want to love me when others are around and it kills me, he doesn't hold me much barely kisses me, and he never holds my hand or anything.., and the one thing i wish i still had the most is the happiness, I wanna feel the same way i did then days i did when i was younger.. I wanna be able to have a real smile and not be sad and be sitting in my room dreaming of the old days and the happiness and have to wake up crying over it anymore.. I miss the old days.. How I miss it..
crying
-Brandi

P.S.
I wish for thoughs days to happen over again.. crying