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Maci, truth be told, I'm still scared. I'm looking at these perfect relationships, and thinking "those aren't my words... but are they my feelings?"
But I would DIE to make you happy. I would KILL to make you smile... You are every tear i've ever shed. Every smile i've ever Shown, ever broken. I promised you eternity with me and all I know is that i would do ANYTHING to keep that promise- And I absolutely REFUSE to give up, when I can still make you smile, when i can still make you laugh... even if all I can do is sit alone at night, shivvering in the dark, wishing I was with you, I'll do that. You are more important to me than everything in the universe COMBINED. more important to me than the rising sun. and I am terrified cause i don't know when the sun will rise again. I'm scared, and as strong as I am I can't do this without you. You give me Strength, You give me Hope - And you give me the most beautiful thing of all. You give me your LOVE. and I am completely LOST without you. Never Leave me, My angel (please), and I will never let you go. I don't ever want to let you go. You are, EVERYTHING, to me. and I will never, ever, give up on you. maybe i haven't used their words, but i know their hearts.

I LOVE YOU, Maci!



"The Difference? The Difference is I LOVE YOU. I wanna be with you-"
"But WHY?! I need to know WHY!"
"Because you kink your eyebrow... When you're trying to be cute?
Because you quote Keymoo, even though i've never actually seen you read!
...and because... YOU MISS YOUR PARENTS BUT YOU'LL NEVER, EVER ADMIT THAT!
I've given exactly TWO of these embarrasing speaches in my ENTIRE LIFE, and they've BOTH been with you! I mean tha...
That's gotta mean somethin' right?


..... And because we're both.... gonna get pneumonia...
but if you need to know why I love you,

I can go on all night."