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i love you.
i love you.
so why do i feel like i'm floating along, simply swept up by you? i'm so afraid that my heavy heart will sink me back down, and your flows and ebbs just won't interest me anymore. and that scares me. i don't want to hurt you. i ache for you. but i'm afraid of slipping away from you. it's like i'm stepping through my life in a dull haze, and you happen to be the arms that wrap around me and tell me that everything's better. it's not really better, but i want to believe you...