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I am cleaning stuff today so there are prolly gonne be a few entries. This one has two old poems I wrote that were rather personal. The first is my desired man and the second was about being given a new start. If you want you can try to interpret the first one and see what qualities I am referring to. I will answer back. XD

xxxHe Will Come
The basking light that bakes my soul,
in all its enraged spirit,
creates a thrill, a chill for me only.
The pen that dashes to and fro,
on old and worn notebook pages,
would take my soul if thrown away.
And when those eyes fix straight ahead
the trails will blaze down his way
They will burn, they will pine, they will hunger
till he comes again.

Let his mud brown hair never dry up,
lest my fingers never play again and
lost the doorway to his soul.
Bless his feet to keep his path,
one of diversity and never-ending learning
so that he may forevermore be my teacher.
Create at his celestial fingertips the chill of fall,
around his neck the dead of winter,
and at his chest a glaze of fog
so that I may linger evermore.

And when all this has been done
and said, I shall give my heart away.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Jennifer Law 9-18-09

xxxA Goddess
And with this knife I do not take myself
but who I was.
The lonely girl with bitter memories
and eyes that saw only gold.

With this promise I give birth
to who I am.
The six hands joined shall be my pillars
of faith and hope.

I think the first is especially important to me now because of how lovesick I am. I really want to see him so I can tell him that I like him. We have been texting each other and I invited him over to Easter.I want to sit on the roof and look up at the stars with him again. I refuse to tell him over the phone. I am going to do things right with this guy, he means that much to me...