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I'm a little sad. I think I've been wasting the opportunity I have to improve on my art. T.T I'm seriously about to cry here... I... need to open a freebie shop. I need to make artz since I'm online so often. Obviously I can't start this week... but it's something I need to seriously push myself to do. I look at some of the artists that I've been watching through the years and they've improved with practice. If only I would practice, I could get better.... I just need to practice. Digital artz. MY ENEMIEZ! D< I shall conquer him one of these days... just like the SUN! D<

I have accepted the loss of not confessing to the guy I like. I don't want to tell him anymore. I don't want to be in a relationship and I don't want to think about it. I may like him but... we haven't hung out much and he doesn't know much about me. All these people around me started as friends for so long... makes me want to go as friends a while longer. I'm such a coward.

I'm also sad about changing my avatar. This is my last outfit but I need to do it. It's time for a new hairstyle T.T GOODBYE MY LOVE! <3 My next entry will be the collection.

I've had a good Spring Break so far. My family is really active so we are constantly busy when I am home. If not, my brother keeps me busy with things he wants to do together to hangout. He plays Super Smash Brawl and he just discovered the Super Smash Brawl Minus, or something like that. I admit, it is better than the normal Brawl. I stand more of a chance with him and when we tested it out, I beat him twice... which if you knew me and my brother, that never happens. I was playing as my favorite of course, Poke'mon trainer. I do love to play as Pikachu too but when I played as Pikachu he played as Bowser >{ that was tough! D< Yesterday I went on a 16 mile bike ride, which was really fun. I'm not sore at all :3 Tonight I have volleyball and tomorrow I'm gonna try to get cash for all the old books we have lying around that I don't want to see ever again. I bought myself the first three James Bond Books. They only cost like 3 bucks each, not bad. I saw a lot of used manga I want there, which only cost like five bucks. XD Awesome no? I even saw Paradise Kiss, which I have been searching high and low for. D< Bastards! Anyway, tomorrow I will prolly go shopping for a long time as it is my day with my mom. Sunday was my Dad day where we went to Bingo and visited my Grandma. I got to ride the motorcycle >3< I love that! Damn, I've been really busy... even more than I've listed here... and there's still many more days of all this to go XD HOORAY! I love family time! OOOOOH apparently, I'm staying in SF for the summer for Summer school. THAT MEANS,..... MORE ONLINE TIME! AND BEACH! -w- That sounds A-mazing!