I remember this one time someone use to tell me what worst. I guess waking up in a world with blank faces would be worst thing to deal with. I really don't know how to put things in words but I guess that one way.. it should I have issue with myself more likely I hate myself. Really I learn something but it kinda made me want to hurt myself for what I had became.
I hate it and this fact that I'm like everyone else. Selfish d**k more likely why I hate it. Then the thoughts make it even harder on me. Yet,,, everyone think it the old me but the old me wouldn't be like this. I guess people do change people but I miss my old self. Less trouble with people and no judgment on how i am or with others. I think that what keeping me up this late. I really feel like it eating me up form the inside.
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