COULD SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT THIS POINTLESS LIFE IS ABOUT!?!? I cant take it anymore. All the blank stares i get from people. I dont seem to laugh much anymore. Nobody seems to notice. Is it beacause my best friend moved? I miss him alot. The way he used to make me laugh. God, somtimes i didnt even have a reason to laugh. But when I was around him it was ok. Everything was ok. But now, nothing. Just alot of emptyness. And its driveing me INSANE! I hate the way i feel, but theres no way to change it. I suppose i`ll just have to live with it. I dont think im going to get over it. But this is how it has to be. This is how it will stay, till he comes back. Which is never. Im burning from the inside out. Alot of sarrow. And its not going to change. But here it goes, The next day of forever.....
burning_eyes emo
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