Men, SMH. So my boyfriend Gabe was supposed to come hang out today but i havent been able to get ahold of him all weekend. Im not sure what happened, but i cant just be spending my day waiting on him. Whatever. He doesnt communicate very well, he wont tell me much. but hes so interesting and intelligent. everything he says is so smart i have a hard time understanding it and im one of the smart kids. his brain frequency is so different from everyone else, i have a hard time keeping up. hes parents are really religious and are opposed to alot of things so he had to ask if he could date me, he told me his mom said yes but im not all to sure about that. I mean hes been to my house plenty and weve went on dates but ive never been to his house and it confuses me. im not going to lie, im not the prettiest girl in the world and he could do so much better. I dont know what to say or do around him, because hes so smart. alot of people find me funny, and he seems too, but i feel as though the jokes i use around other people would only make him see how much better he is than me. I dont know what to do.
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