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Here's a random poem i wrote. ..Its kinda long..but.. I Hope you like it smile



The Lonely-hearted
Written By: Me (Awesomeroxy)

Another Random Memo, i suppose
I wrote it to myself, i know
you may think i'm crazy
maybe too hardcore
but no, i'm not
i'm just me
the lonely side of me
i'm not your picture perfect girl
not at all
i appear invisible,
to every hot guy
i've cried myself to sleep
i've never let go
learning to let go may be the answer, but i don't know
i dress to impress, no, not really
i dress so i'm confortable, yeah thats me
I'm not the one you would look at

But i've come up with my own solution
I'm staying myself
with my random moments of laughter
and my silly jokes
I'm staying myself
I gave up trying to please you, along time ago
thats not me anymore
i'm not changing to be something i'm not
i remain to be me
i remain to be me




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Here is a song i wrote... [just the lyrics] smile



The new beguining
Written by: Me (Awesomeroxy)


The leaves beguin to change
The wind beguins to breeze by
the birds beguin to fly
letting go of everything
they learn to fly so young
it sticks with them for life
its kind of interesting how similar we are
humans and birds

It untangles under the skin
a new kind of flesh
something deeper
but still within
theres so much to say
but so little time
we forget about that sometimes
but the seasons remind us


[[[Chorus]]]
This is the new beguining
its different than last time
it is
its beyond belief, the mysteries inside
is where our true selfs hide inside
but the seasons remind us
of who we really are
they change, to our fakeness
and we remember our real selfs
we remember our real selfs



I wear my shades, actin cool
who am i tryin' to fool?
I'll never fit in to the it crowd
thats not me
they're full of lies
but so am i

When the seasons change, it reminds me who i am
i may get lost
but i always find my way back
maybe next time i wouldn't
thats why i gotta stop being something i'm not
its a mess to get into it
and once your in, its hard to get out


[[[Chorus]]]
This is the new beguining
its different than last time
it is
its beyond belief, the mysteries inside
is where our true selfs hide inside
but the seasons remind us
of who we really are
they change, to our fakeness
and we remember our real selfs
we remember our real selfs



[[[Chorus 2]]]
Its kind of cliche, i know
but i had to write it all down so i wouldn't forget
the new beguining is what it is
something unexpected
yet, something quite obvious
Its kind of cliche, i know
but i had to write it all down so i wouldn't forget
the new beguining is what it is
something unexpected
yet, something quite obvious



I'll wait.....
for the seasons to change

And i'll wait....
for the seasons

I'll Wait......
for the seasons to change

Yeah, i'll wait....
for the seasons....


[[[Chorus]]]
This is the new beguining
its different than last time
it is
its beyond belief, the mysteries inside
is where our true selfs hide inside
but the seasons remind us
of who we really are
they change, to our fakeness
and we remember our real selfs
we remember our real selfs


[[[Chorus 2]]]
Its kind of cliche, i know
but i had to write it all down so i wouldn't forget
the new beguining is what it is
something unexpected
yet, something quite obvious
Its kind of cliche, i know
but i had to write it all down so i wouldn't forget
the new beguining is what it is
something unexpected
yet, something quite obvious



I'll wait........
for the seasons


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Lemme know your thoughts, opinions, ect. Comments are always welcome! smile

~Awesomeroxy