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Just watched Zombieland... yes it was amazing but I'm still going to be paranoid and have bad dreams because of it. I just can't watch gore or horror without this Twitchy MUtha ******** reaction. Thus, I am sitting here typing away all of my twitchy fear. I think if I get a few posts out I'll calm down.

I am way over my head here. I'm visiting back home right now so my mom keeps an eye on me ALL the time!! If she's not around then I have my brother asking me to do things with him. I'm a total pushover and I love him so much!! I hardly get to spend time with my family so I feel like a total ******** when I leave my rp buddies behind because they're my family too.

You know what I need? I need a shut in for a boyfriend. I need someone who plays World of Warcraft or something... I need a guy who'll listen to my internet s**t like it's real life too... cause IT IS to ME!! I will listen to him as best I can since I already have practice with my brother and all his stuff. He goes on and on about starcraft so I know a little here and there about it now. I love him to death and he's adorable when he gets all excited about Super Smash Brawl. My brother is amazing, I need a geek like him!

[/ rolls over and dies] I have a busy week planned and I don't know when I'll find time to really get things done one here but I'm going to do my best. I love this world I live in. I know it sounds sad the way I talk about it. Pathetic, right? Everyone has their own little worlds they prefer, this is mine.

One day I'm going to meet some of these people and who knows maybe I'll get a boyfriend who will go on Gaia with me. Wouldn't that just be a dream come true? XD HAHAH!

AS IF

XD

I seriously keep imagining that zombies are gonna bust through the doors... I'm a twitchy little nerd right now =_=" Ugh I got back from volleyball tonight and Dave was all "you look pretty as always" ******** OFF... I am totally my worst critic. I think I'm pretty right now but I dunno, I'm not like STUN so pretty kinda thing. Know what I mean? Doesn't matter what other people say... I think it. DX ********. I want to be confidant. I need to be confidant. It will come with time.

Don't judge me. D< I'm tweakin out right now so I prolly don't mean half of this s**t I wrote.. XD HAHHAA o_= HAHAH XD Grrrrr D<