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Why...I ask why...I got so excited cause I felt close to you...
Since we were "close" I wanted to play around with you... I'm sorry...I didn't know.
But I want you to be able to LISTEN and WATCH me...when I look at you I can see how you really feel..
But when you look at me...I bet you think I feel like: Aww! What a beautiful day! Come on let's hold hands and walk into the sunset or something. Ahh, my life is just so PERFECT! I got EVERYTHING and EVERYONE loves MEEEE!

LIES LIES LIES LIES!!!! NOT EVERYDAY IS PERFECT! IT'LL BE A GOOD DAY BUT IT'S NOT EVEN CLOSE TO PERFECT! NOT EVEN BY THEORY! EVERYTHING???? I DON'T HAVE EVERYTHING! IT MAY LOOK LIKE IT BUT I WATCH CAREFULLY? I have no hope...no love...no strength...
Everyone? Love me? There's no love for me in my family...
Why do you think I pretend that you're my family? Cause you people are all the hope I have left...but that's slowly fading...