I haven't wrote in this in a while.....Well, basically I'm happy with something and unhappy with others, but mostly unhappy at the moment. I'm a 'horrible-no-good-lying-bastardly-rude-nasty-idiotic-thief'. I still have a few friends that like my company. And I know that my damaged heart and broken wings will slowly....slowly get fixed and I'll be able to get back up tomorrow......But for now I must lay down, curl up, and never show my face until then.