Everybody seems to be writing things like this...
I'm going to try and type things out...
Although it never seems to work correctly.
So, Things all seem to change when a little something appears.
Let's start at the BEGINING.
I was borned and raised in a "rush rush" city enviorment. Traveling to the city almost everyday after school, doing homework, living on fast food 3 nights out of the week, stuff like that. I grew up in the blessed cold weather of the north. My mother and father constantly argued, the whole family was overly tense, and It affected my childhood just a bit...I was hit quite a bit when I did something bad.
I never really had a knack for making friends up there, I was nice, I was raised that way... but I only got real close to someone in the 3rd grade.. Tatiyana, she's still my best firend, and I'll call her that still.
Then around 5th grade a good friend of mine, a brother to me infact, transferred into my class. the only reason we actually connected was the fact that we weren't nessicarily "normal".
In 6th, my mom actually introduced me to a chick named Sarah, she was cool at first, she was really random, but by the end of 6th grade, we loathed each other. Well, she loathed me. (Hate Seems quite pointess to me)
I had a few crushes when I lived up there, but I got over them quite easily, Giving up on love before it even hit seemed like the best way to go on that one.
Middle of 7th grade I moved down south of the USA, I hate the weather here the most. Too humid and sweaty and BLECH!
I moved here and realized I needed friends if I wanted to SURVIVE this place, and there was low possibility of getting through school without some dirty little poisoned mind. So you always end up some sort of perverted person or somehthing...
You know, I could handle the friends, but LOVE, now that was the biggest ******** I made down here. I started to feel emotions, someting I never really paid attention toin The north, the weather was cold, and so was my heart, as far as I was concerned. I had a few dreams when I lived up there about some people I would meet down here (Evan, Coltyn and Joey and Maybe even DJ.... but I don't remember all to well)
So love became an issue, I started to like a friend I had, and Evan wasn't really into me from what I saw on the outside, but I never really tried to comprehend it... I was like, oh this is normal... but It seemed different....
sum up of 7th grade... my quiet year.
Eigth grade, getting used to the sunshine, the friends I had really made... Nina, Joey Sean, Evan Coltyn, the ones I were pretty sure were gonna stick.
MAN WAS I WRONG.
First school dance, Evan asked me to the dance... I said I'd go as friends. I met this kid Zack there and was kinda like, oh he's cool.... so I kinda felt a little weird, and I didn't know what the feeling was, I called it love.. My mistake... I realized after about a month I was wrong but Kept in the relationship for 2 more months.
Me andEvan ended up together after that... not much to summerize, none of our relationships were longer than 2 weeks.
I even tried to date my friend Chris, I didn't know why, we broke up the next day... he was just a really good friend and I felt really stupid for doing that to him. We're still friends though.. biggrin
I asked out my friend Joey... I considered him a great friend that would be there if I needed him... and I grew feelings for him... and I guessed he had some for me, so I asked him out in April (april 20th...) I didn't want it to get serious.... but we ended up getting a serious after a month... and he admitted he loved me... but then he moved.... I felt really bad, because of my cravings for physical attention lead to cheating.... Then came Halloween...
DJ, I had a"thing" with him... we held hands, shared lollipops... he was romantic,a and stuff like that...
I lleft Joey for the Kid....
I'm with Diego now for 9 months (about) and I really cant describe how things have been, we've both kind of changed... we've had arguements... but n the end we have always seemed to work things out....
I'm tired of this life story thing.... I actually felt that bordom around sentence one,.
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