I hate this feeling...
It feels like a cold spot on my heart... maybe its my fault for loving so hard...
maybe I am being too naive... maybe I'm just too attached...
but it seems like she doesn't want to see me anymore
my question is, if you are right next door, but I never see you, how much different is it from you being on campus, a mile away?
I know you see it hurts me, but it seems like you don't care as much... I'm thinking that you think that its just because I miss the sex
that is definitely not it... I can go without sex...
I just want to feel your warmth next to me I just want to feel your warm embrace
I just want to see that smile on your beautiful face
but it feels like your purposely pushing me away... please don't try to push me away
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