I'll take you on.
They keep conversing, the Distant Lover and Fragmented Self. I can't stop them. It bothers me. I can hear them no matter how hard I try to deter them. I insert Chisai into the conversation and his sly little ways find a way around her. And when I mention Sakura it is ignored or commented on only once. You can't fathom how disturbing this is to me. Fragmented Self should not be contact with Distant Lover. He cannot be here. He cannot come back. She does not want him back but at the same time they are Lovers. It makes perfect sense when you hear them talking. It's like the farther they are apart, the better of a couple they are. When she tries to bring him back and the rest push him away, he turns violent. He always screams things along the line of "You can't kill me" and "You think you can run from me?!" [/ shudders] Distant Lover is my dream man but at the same time, he's only a dream. He can't ever come true. It's the greatest tease and my greatest pleasure.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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