Not exactly a "Wishlist" of items, more like.. events.. feelings possibly lol
An event I really want to happen is this 4th of July, even though that's a long ways off, it's only March, since I went to Alex's house lastyear, I figured I'd invite him and his family to celebrate with mine, at my uncles obviously, seeing that's where I live now. I think it'd be fun to have his family stay the night here with mine.. a lotta lil kids, but I think 3 or 4 8th graders can handle them, right? lol Then there's the factor about my cousin, Lee.. He's in his early 20's but he acts like a kid, always will probably but he's friggin' too big n' strong to be wrestling around with if you have your hopes on winning! lol I'd know, he lifted me over his shoulder stare so yeah..
Hm.. feelings.. lets see, Chey likes Alex, and I used to like Alex, I've gotten over my "liking" feelings for him or w/e lol he's just a really good friend.. which I don't have many.. I wonder if the ones I have are real or not.. not all of them of course, I just have my doubts from actions I see.. but yeah, anyway, when 8th grade Graduation comes in May, there's always the 8th grade dance afterwards, when everyone else has left.. I just don't want it to be like all the other dances I've gone to, Chey somewhat "ditching" me or her at least getting one dance, while I watch from the sidelines.. it gets old.. and that just wears on my emotions.. if you know me, emotions is one thing that shows if you're one that I trust 3nodding If not, I probably seem like.. well, I've had several things that I've been called lol top two would be, quiet and shy, which is true. And the other is an effin' b***h. Only acouple people call me that though, and that's because they're morons who haven't the brains to leave me the hell alone when I dont wanna be messed with, but ya know, not my problem. I won't be going to High School with them or Alex or Chey anyway so what does it all matter.. I'll be going to Cottonwood Falls.. Where I know NO ONE.. er, scratch that, I've met ONE person, Elie, who's 2 yrs older than me and didn't seem the least bit interested when he met a 14 yr old girl..
*Sigh* I don't know what I want anymore.. besides peace.. I sorta got that.. then I gotta go to school and it's not so peaceful lol.. Hanging with Alex is fun.. just.. Chey flirts with him WAY too much, I mean, grr, she knows I still somewhat like him, she doesn't have to rub it in my face everyday that he obviously likes her in that kinda way while Im just the connection between the two.. Anyway, Imma shut it now.. later, Kelley, since you're the only one who leaves me a comment anyways, at least I know I have One friend here in this messed up world I call my life.. heh.. ttyl sis.
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I'm a 15 year old Kansas girl, I have a life like SOME other people xD I love hangin with my friends and playing sports, reading, writing, and drawing. TTYL ~Missy.Sue~
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