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I have a lot to say but my thoughts move too fast to really cover it all. I'll try my best:

I'll cover the holidays and situation at home later because there are more fun things to talk about now and I want to end my day on a happy note <3

So I stumbled upon this wicked series on Youtube. This girl made a roleplay using videos where people are to use Disney characters. It's... totally epic. The main villain is Dimitri who is the son of Lucifer, whom is Rasputen. Odette was tricked into bearing him and doesn't remember the whole incident in hell. The disney characters almost all have powers and it's really dark. Gaston is a werewolf that goes around and kills a bunch of people. Arora, Gaston, Esmerelda, and Moses all join forces with Dimitri. Dimitri had a love interest in Sinbad for a while but then he cast away his demon side, Hexxus, and then lost interest in Sinbad. Woe to Sinbad. I have watched the videos nearly as many times as I have the Dreams video. [/ sigh] It's really awesome. Each character introduces themselves by writing a letter back to Megara who tells them there are others out there who have powers that are being hunted down. The series is called Sixth Sense... it's not hard to track down. If you want the link, simply ask and I'll send you some.

I'm trying to get caught up with everything right now. In HBAT I'm ahead of schedule. My post is in and really nice >P and my profile is alright looking. I have almost everything perfect but since it will be edited again, I'm not holding anything against myself for procrastinating. For Mafia Harem, I typed out some of the story I had written out in my notebook. It's really long already so I'm going to need to condense it even more. I'm sure I repeated myself a few times and the stuff about the fathers may be unnecessary. Whatever.... will work on. I need to finish the actual post I had wrote in my notebook. I got halfway done with it last night and then was like "too long did not read" [/ sets aside and collapses] Lawlz. I owe Java a post in Kissing Neverland.... which I NEEED TO GET ON TOP OF >.> curse my lack of inspiration. In Guilty hearts it is not my post. Either Kaji or Koi need to post. That is my word on the matter. ******** THEM. Hrm.... in OCSE I should work on the opening posts... I should I should. We are going to start soon and I have almost everything set. I haven't worked on their profiles but I have other things more important to work on (hint MAFIA and KISSING NEVERLAND whatever) then I need to code for Flyer ASAP.... and finish that profile. I was working for a long time today. I found a buncha songs but no "OMFG THAT IS HER BIO SONG" kinda thing T___T Oh well? Will keep searching. I know what I want her bio to be so that should come easy. In disengage // furuba, I'm not ready to work on my profile yet. I have the layout done but not the stuff that goes there >.> cause I dun wanna work on it yet.

UGH someone from my past has recently come up and it ...UGH! frustrates me so much... I ... UGH! I can't even say it on here cause I'm like "omg she'll totally check" WTF JEN no one cares anymore! "BUT THHHHEEEEEY DOOOOO~" and I care. I CARE. I care so ******** much that I can't even make it my new year's resolution. For once I was willing to make a new year's resolution and I can't even do something good like that. Instead the resolutions consisted of: 1. don't binge anymore 2. try to stay on top of your roleplays at all times
oVo pathetic

Alright, I'm going into a bad place so here's a little something to cheer me up. This is what I wrote for Mafia Harem:

In the time when Fitzgerald was still on the streets, there were four sisters who were inseparable. Their mother had been reckless with her love life but it didn't stop her from loving her girls with all her might. The youngest of the four was named Arisa. ( description and pic need to find ) Her father was a high school loser who had never made it with a woman before. The next man was a few years later and a step up from before since he had a job and could support her, if he didn't have another family already. The second daughter was named Roxy. Not long after her birth, she was pregnant again and things looked like they would work out until the man died of a heart attack. This third little girl was named Danielle. The eldest of the four was two years apart from Danielle and named Megara. Her father was a business man who was prone to cheating but he at least stuck around. The sisters took comfort in one another's company since their mother had trouble taking care of herself and their "father" wasn't around enough. (perhaps more on their childhood, maybe not. I need images and s**t for all of them, lol )

To the girls, it was a blessing that they all fell in love with the same man. Later in life they would find that when there was trouble with the man they were always around so they were never alone or able to repeat their mother's mistakes. It all starts with Arisa. After work one day, she was walking down an alley (some story thing) and witnesses a murder by Fitzgerald himself. (more details and such later) when she went to the cops, she was put on the stand to help put him away. Her testimony was crucial and though the sentence was later overturned because of tampered evidence, she was able to put him away for some time. She was put under identity protection where she changed her last name to Drucci, but Fitzgerald found her not long after getting out of jail. As revenge, he added her to the collection of experiments. She developed a power, the ability to sense when someone has killed. Of course, this power terrified her. Almost everyone around her had killed at some point of their lives and if she touched or grew close to a person she was even able to see the images of the people whom they killed. In the darkest moment of her life, her sister Danielle found her. Danielle had been seeing Fitzgerald for some time and they had developed romantic feelings for one another. She talked to her sister about how in love she was but Arisa couldn't accept it. She would not agree to meet the man whom had imprisoned her and killed in front of her very eyes. Danielle persisted, visiting her everyday until her sister agreed to meet the man. She knew it was of the utmost importance to have the blessing of her sisters if she really loved the man. Fitzgerald was nothing like Arisa had expected. He was not at all fake or manipulating. He did not pressure her sister or yell without reason so Arisa watched them, quietly. Slowly, from afar, Arisa fell for the man her sister loved. Arisa kept her feelings secret and supported Danielle in her happiness.

Because Fitzgerald was not a one woman man, he also found Roxy at a bar. When Roxy wandered around his house the next day and stumbled upon Danielle, she learned about the powers that Danielle and Arisa had been granted. Danielle had been given her powers when she stumbled upon one of the rooms of the experiments. The patient was near death and when he saw her, he died. Danielle had accidentally killed the man so Fitzgerald asked her to take his place. Because they had been sleeping together and Danielle was weak when it came to love, he was able to convince her easily. Danielle developed the power to track other people with powers which is when she realized that her sister was in the house as well. Roxy was amazed and demanded that she too get powers. When she was experimented on she developed the (power of fire but I'm not sure yet). Danielle's feelings towards Fitzgerald were completely known, as were Roxy's but Arisa had not yet spoken up. Being the outgoing and outspoken sister, Roxy got straight to the point and Arisa could dot deny her. Arisa was forced to admit her feelings and the three of them agreed they would share him completely. Fitzgerald, being a many woman man, found this most agreeable. (lol I am laughing so hard)

Roxy was a fiery girl and because she resented her father for his trickery, she reinvented herself in her teenage years, giving herself the last name Mosca. Danielle was more forgiving and lovesick than her sisters. She wanted to pass on the family name so she kept the last name Falcone. The eldest sister, Megara was possibly the most successful and brilliant of all the other sisters. While they had been consorting with Fitzgerald, she was living the happy married life. Her life was everything that a little girl dreams about. Her sisters had been at her wedding and her husband was faithfully hers for life. If only he had lived longer. He died from a car crash not long after the other three sisters joined up with Fitzgerald. Megara immediately joined her sisters for support. Her fairytale life was struck down in a single moment and because she was older than her sisters, she was without hope that she could ever reclaim the same lifestyle ever again. While hanging around Fitzgerald's house she noticed strange things but also that her sisters were the happiest they had ever been. They were not only all together but they were all in love. Not once did Fitzgerald try to come onto Megara. He did not touch or speak to her unnecessarily but over time Megara too fell for the idea of having Fitzgerald for her own. If she could join them, she felt like she could know happiness once more. And because he was her sisters' lover, she was sure that they would be willing to share him with her as well. She was much too scared to enter the real world for love and instead joined them.

Once Megara joined them, things were not better right away. Megara did not know love for him like her sisters so Roxy showed her the powers. She told her that they could ease her sorrow since they would give her strength. Megara knew nothing else to turn to so she accepted. (she gets some power that I'm not sure about yet... I was going to make her affect happiness but now it doesn't seem so great, lol)

And so the four girls shared Fitzgerald and one by one they were impregnated. A few months later, a new woman is found wandering around the castle with powers. This woman (one of the sisters knows from powers that she was sleeping with Fitzgerald and things get ugly). Natasha Vega was the worst thing to happen to the Falcone sisters. While the sisters could share Fitzgerald between them, Natasha was unwilling to make the same deal. She competed with the four sisters... and winning. Fitzgerald would come and despite the plans the other sisters made, he would go straight to Natasha. Natasha too was impregnated and once all the children were born, everything changed for the family. Fitzgerald would get hysterical reports from Natasha of her child being endangered by the sister and some of the staff would tell him stories of the hatred the woman subjugated each other too. So he did what any logical parent would do when their children were being endangered by their mothers, he took them away. He separated the children and forbade the mothers from seeing their children. They were not influence them if they were to ever have a claim in his lifestyle. The mothers did not want their children to be without a father like they had been so they agreed but watched over their children from the shadows. Natasha asked a special request of Fitzgerald, to raise her son herself with another man so he would not know the life of the Mafia. She convinced him that it was the desire to have their children take over his em pore that lead to the fighting and was released from him.

And thus they grew up. (it's either going to be the Hive or the Trinity that the women call themselves... not sure yet... but most likely the Hive cause it sounds AWESOME, lol) so the children would have a piece of their mothers, they were given their last names.