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I hate you
each and every memory is a lie.
I am rewriting everything.
I will not write you in this time.
I will make you insignificant.
I won't let you hurt me this way.
Because
now I can't hurt you back...

I start and stop projects all the time. I get busy with something and forget or get stumped and move on until I get inspired again or break through that wall. I keep several projects over a long period of time so that if I should ever get stumped, I have something to keep me from truly being frustrated.

It is always my goal to piece together memories and past events. There are chapters that I dare not speak aloud or even write but I will need to open... only those involved know what happened, though I doubt they know that it troubles me as it does now. Then of course there are memories that I vaguely remember and if I stop emphasizing certain things, I'm sure I could remember. I want to continue to write the past down in my own way. I want to continue to make characters for the tragedy.

I need to go to sleep now. Sorreh. I will post a link when the calendar girls are further along so you can see some of the characters. They are based on truths and real people from my past and present. I would love it if people would like to help me with this... I can create the characters to an extent but I might need help remember some of the past events or drama that happened behind my back. I will also need help actually writing the interactions.

I might ask a friend to write it with me... if anyone else is interested in helping or writing, please comment back <3 Thank you