Tears (Tender Love)
Shrouded within the darkness I cast, I cant see the sparkle you cast in my eye. Instead the only thing that shines is a glimpse of your light beaming inside the tears. I try to hold them but I save my hands for your heart, body and soul. Tears falling slow, as I think of how I broke something so fast. Why couldn't I catch myself when I was on a roll? Instead I bleed water from my eyes. Closing my eyes doesnt stop the flow. Having patience to work things out doesn't mean time will heal this wound. Laying on the bed, praying these holes in my life will be filled, I remember all the tender loving given to me. Dreaming of you holding me close as I tell you stories. Dreaming of you dreaming is a reality I want as reality. Sweet lady you were and still are, but lately, I've made things sour. Part of the reason why I hold on to you so tight, why I cherish everything and mainly why I cant let go of my past when it comes to you for so long..is because I fear someone as great as you will never come back to my life again. That alone, makes the tears in my eyes a good cry.
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