I had a very good birthday. It wasn't over the top or made into such a big deal. On the day of my birthday, I went relax with my homework but went to all of my classes. After all of my classes were over I went to a small boutique to buy some clothes to celebrate. I also wanted to get some drinks and go out but I didn't have anyone to go out with so my roomie offered to take me to the store to buy some tequila stuff. We made margaritas and drank together but no one got too wasted. I went to bed at a fairly good time and had fun playing cards while we were drinking. The day after my birthday I had class and again, I was lax with them. When all of classes were over I headed over to Roseville. When I got into Roseville, I got to hangout with my family. The train got in late so I was all frustrated and didn't want to go out. Instead my mom made an easy pasta dish and we all ate together as a family. My brother and I spent the rest of the night together playing on our DS and when we wanted to go to sleep he offered to let me sleep in his bed with his cat. He slept on the floor while I slept in his bed with his cat. It was adorable! >w< It was like a sleepover and the cat slept with its head rested on my arm. <3 Then Saturday I slept in till 8 and went to Bingo. When we got back, I vacuumed and watched ZombieLand. I basically just hung around until we went out that night. We went out around 7 I think and ended up at Soparo, in downtown Sacramento. My mom had sushi for the first time I had ever seen, lol. I had two drinks with them, one of which had champagne in it and was DELICIOUS! Haha! After that we went to The Mix and had lemon drops. I had three lemon drops, two were normal and one was shot size. I actually danced. Clubs are not what I expected them to be, there are so much better! I've been to a dancing club before and that wasn't fun. This was fun! It was so much fun! The girls were fun to be with and clubs are basically an adult hangout place. It's cute. Sunday I saw Jordan and that was amazing! It's refreshing for me to have a friend like her. She still holds a lot of interest for me. I love how we can always find new things to talk about and how she can still surprise me. As a friend she's interested in me and what's new with me. I'm glad that we can be better friends as time moves forward. I would miss her. I went home after that and basically just went to sleep.
It was a great birthday celebration. Not everyone did everything that I had hoped but, I feel good about it. I feel real good. People on Gaia were really kind and gave me more gifts than I ever expected.
I still need to get Mafia Harem running again and I tried to ask Jordan for some help with brainstorming the thing that has me stuck but it didn't really get far. I've got a few ways it could go down but I'm trying to get it so that it makes more sense. I don't want it to be too far-fetched. I'm totally craving a 1 x 1 though. I want to play as a female again. To get rid of these urges, I just keep reading pron >.> yes, I said it, I read porn. Mother ********.
Therapy was okay, I'm not really sure why I'm in it anymore. Whatever.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world