I choose the wrong people, over and over +_____+ Poop
I was doing just fine to get online so that I could check on things then start on my essay but now I'm filled with butterflies. Men... they are so pretty and delicious.
[/ sigh] Josh has made me daydream for so long. I had put him in the box of impossibilities since we had not talked in so long but he contacted me. Guh, he's.. so .... dashing and dangerous and devilish and DEVINE
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I need to go to some rehabilitation center for how many people that I fall for. I fall so fast and hard then get bored. I paced myself over and over but pacing doesn't get my anywhere. Pacing hides the real me.
I want them to like me for me. That's the whole point.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world