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I hate having a boyfriend.

And I've been neglecting this journal because of Tumblr, and because I've been talking to my best friend on Skype until...5 AM on average. He just left to go to camp for a week today, so...I guess I have some alone time (not that I'm happy about it..lol.)

I don't think anyone even reads this journal anymore, lol. But I'm determined to keep this journal alive until...the end, or something. I'm going to be pissed if Gaia shuts down, and these journal posts are gone forever. There are soo many memories I would enjoy keeping.

Anyways.

Some updates...well, I've been slightly happier. I have this feeling that my mom doesn't believe in me, so there is some tense conflict between me and her. I've been working on my book called The Spark, I think I started in the spring, and I am currently up to chapter 11. Well, I'm working on chapter 11. I haven't gotten that...well...famous lol. But I'm not expecting to. It's just that, I haven't gotten feedback, I guess that's the problem. The only one that I'm aware about is that I apparently have a lot of fragments, and I guess that's something to work on. xD I'm not doing too bad in general. I think.

School is actually starting soon. It's August now, and I'm just counting down the days until 1) My friend gets back and 2) When school starts. I'm not looking forward to it, but at the same time I am, because I've kinda missed going to school, but I don't miss being bitter and angry and sad most of the time. I really hope that I won't be so...well, depressing as a Sophmore. I also hope that I can still find my classes, since it's been quite a while since I've been to my high school.. Dear god, I'm in high school. @___@

Er...yeah. I'm kind of bummed out that I just broke up with my boyfriend earlier, so I'm going to take my mind off of it. alskejfdal. I'll be happy. I'll smile.

Memories are a b***h.

~Vanessa