Something about me, which I adore, is how romantic I am. I love to fill my mind with little daydreams; simple things hold so much meaning to me.
Today, at the waterpark, I thought of one of the best proposal ideas for me. A key. We either exchange keys, symbolizing the locks to our hearts, minds, dreams, and very soul, or one of us makes a key for the other. If I ever get the tattoo of a key on my forearm it would be amazing if the one I loved made a replica of that in real life and was all like "I found the key to your heart, now, will you be mine? Forever and always?" Har frickity har <3 I'm adorable. Don't say it. XDD More cheesy lines are said and promises to only break it when there is just cause or reason and so forth. The last daydream was that I make a key for him, saying "I've always dreamed of finding a secret place, a key of my own, but I never imagined it could have been with you. You've made me the happiest I've ever been and I want to stay with you. In my dreams my key always unlocked some closet or door in a far away world, but now I know it was always your heart I was searching for. Will you ..............." yeaaaa~ I think you know where that is going.
I say I don't set plans but I do like to imagine these little fantasy situations. They never get too graphic, only enough to tease, but they're enough for me =w= I cling onto my pride of being able to imagine such things, thinking "I'm so romantic" each and every time. The only downside, is that I wish for someone who is also romantic like me...
I've got two/three romantic works in the progress. The one I mentioned previously in my last journal entry is a series of love notes... I'm going to try to write 101 and send them on Valentine's Day.... if we make it that far. =u= I'm hopeful. I won't force myself though. The second is a box. I don't know what it is yet. o___o just know it's for something romantic. D> Maybe for later later on. I haven't got a clue yet. It won't speak to me oXo BOX NEEDS TO SPEAK TO ME XDD I shall torture it into submission XDD naw... just kidding. The last was an old one that I've put on the side... a hope jar. It's a jar filled with my little romantic thoughts and little notes from my friends. Not sure I want the friends thing... I really just want it for romantic ideas. When I'm down it's good to distract myself and those notes are certainly distracting. I make fun of them sometimes but others are really... just, dream worthy for me. Not sure how else to word it.
FAWK. I gotta pack. I haven't packed anything >} I'm so excited I dun really wanna sleep. Besides, I got a nap and soda in XDD
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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