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I've got my own little fairytale I keep hidden.
Don't expect me to tell.

It's wrong of me to believe I can get what I want.
That's selfish.

When I look in the stars, I think of us.
I get confused though.
Am I the moon and you as my sun?
Or could it be the opposite,
I light up the world and you mystify me.
Somehow I wish both were true.
While I was the moon you were my stars
and as the sun I could be your rain,
giving you a break and task much later.

It sounds so nice on paper,
to fall for someone.
But it's a pitfall without any end.

I don't focus on the lyrics all the time. There are some songs where it's the little things that make me think of you. Perhaps it's the beat or key words. It could even be what I get from the music video. Music matters to me. It's the symphony of my heart. Can you heart it? Press play and I'm there, with your ear against my chest. Let it surround you and fill you with a power. I want to pulse in your veins. Be the power that keeps your heart going. Let me catch you as you fall boy~

Early On
"Love Struck" Blood on the Dance Floor
"Disgusting" Miranda Cosgrove
"Faling For You" Colbie Caillat
"For You from Me" Jon McLaughlin

Middle Ground
"Just Like Heaven (cover)" Gatsbys American Dream
"Jet Lag" Simple Plan ft. Natasha Bedingfield
"I Will Carry You" Clay Aiken
"Opportunity Nox" Roxette
"Holding Us Back" Katie Herzig

Songs (i think) You Would Prefer
"Vanilla Twilight" Owl City
"Peaceful Afternoon" Shiro Sagisu
"Louder than Thunder" The Devil wears Prada

Songs Just For Me (reflecting or embarassing)
"Therapy" All Time Low
"Losing You (girl version)" Never Shout Never
"Rescued" Jack's Mannequin
"My Weakness" Moby
"Hopeful Romantic" This Century

Now-a-days
"Bewitched" Blood on the Dance Floor
"Believe" Blood on the Dance Floor

Your Song
"Burn Away" Foo Fighters

I don't understand why most guys love Owl City =A= I admit sometimes I listen to one or two... but I don't like them. I think the song is "okay" but... most times it's just irritating. I don't understand those guys.

I want to explain one song - the "Your Song" category. That song was what really brought me closer to you. It was something that pushed me towards you. I think.... if we were to break up, this would be your song. I have songs that linger long after people. Songs just, mean that much to me. I don't know, perhaps I'm bullshitting. I mean, maybe I'm judging too early on that this is THE ONE. But... I [/ fidget] I was so addicted after that. I just started falling after that. I think that's an important marker....

Ah- I shall add to the playlists more in the future, as long as we are together I will always add more. I am forgetting a few but ^^" This is good enough for my records right now. I know I had some Foo Fighters, Coheed and Cambria, and Smashing Pumpkins in there... I just gotta find em again. And... double check with my ipod. My computer and my ipod have completely different records. o__o" Makes my remembrance of songs a little more challenging.