There is a nightmare within my heart,
A darkness within my soul.
A past that keeps on coming back,
And haunts my every thought.
A darkness that brings depression
Haunts my confused mind.
A sudden urge to end it all,
And a thought that nobody
Would even care.
I sometimes wonder why I feel this way,
And if people even care.
I know that I am unique,
And only I can be myself,
But sometimes I just feel like giving up,
And letting it all go…
Down the drain,
To a place where it would all end,
Even if it meant leaving everyone behind.
My heart has become darkened
To the things that once mattered to me,
Those who I loved.
I am incapable of loving again.
I don’t even want to try…
I have tried many times to get over my depression,
And now, I feel like giving up,
But for the ones I love, I will continue holding on,
Fighting the darkness within my heart,
And living with a smile,
Even though inside, I know
I’m wasting away…
Slash Doll Community Member 
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