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The first dream I had was a nightmare. I was trying to make new friends at a Target. They were playing some kind of a Dungeon and Dragons roleplay thing. We like... picked dinosaurs to like transform into but it was like our battle thing. I dunno. I didn't get it and I didn't like it much but like I said, I was trying. I was kind of desperate and sad in my dream. I got bored and walked around for a while in the rest of the store and wouldn't you know it, I ******** run into TJ and a bunch of past St. Francis girls. She has a new gang around her and I also see Gabby... a few others. Gods It hurt. You have no idea how much this dream hurt me. I cried. Gods, I hate myself for dreaming about this. She apologized to me and I couldn't take it. I wandered around and tried to get away, without being too obvious. The other girls heard what happened and were like "why can't you accept her apology?" "she apologized, didn't she?" and in front of the store, after running from them all, I screamed at the top of my lungs "I DON'T HAVE TO ******** FORGIVE HER!" I think I said something else but now the dream is leaving my mind... thank goodness.

I'm glad I won't remember it.

I had a second dream that was making fun of the Lord of the Rings and there was aslo a small cut about this strange town, which I.... just can't explain. The trees murdered one of my friends and I was gonna get blamed so a cop tried to help. Other friends though I did it so they were after me. They were really pretty like Sylph Dolls. They had like silver hair and were a pair of three siblings. Very pretty. Again, a very random dream that didn't stay in one place for long. The Lord of the Rings part was.... so wrong. They were fighting over ONE PAIR OF SHOES a pink pair. It was like a size six and then like... the guy was the only one to survive and the volcano became a rave at the bottom instead of lava. =A= totally random.

I went to bed at about ten and woke up at 1:30 AM