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I went to bed again around 7AM, woke up just a few minutes around around 2PM

In the dream, I was head over heels for Brandon. We were walking together and talking about sleeping bags, how he was going to make his more obscene. I told him that I didn't know how he could make it more obscene and he laughed. We both did. We were headed towards this secret hangout place that the popular kids go. I was being shown the way.

Since we were new there, I think... if not I don't completely know why, we went in the back way which is up through the toilet which doesn't work. See the shack has this toilet that you can crawl into and up and it gets you into the main floor under the rug. Inside the shack there is a bed and all these decorations on the walls. While we are looking around, I fall back. I get this intense wave over me and I just.... fall. I mutter some lyrics of something... I wish I remembered. The other two guys are all freaked out.

I don't remember what happens next.

I know there is this woman, Meg from Season Six of Supernatural, who died and is brought back. She suffered a great humiliation from the game at the shack. She loved this one guy but then had her virginity taken by all the guys who played the game. She was reborn with the soul of the Mother. The Mother was involved in a great war back in her world. There were fire foxes and dire wolves, etc. The guys leave and the best place we can think to hide the girl is in the shack. When we hear people coming, she hides in the closet. Only, later on I'm somehow there as well? I don't know how or why... Anyway, there are these four other people there and they are gonna do it. The one girl is emo with all this blue s**t and wolves and foxes. Her and her boyfriend call each other wolves and foxes or something like that and it upsets the Mother. She rants about how the fire foxes squirrel quick into the stomach of the wolves to spill their guts, their claws digging and digging and scratching for dear life. She gets really angry and warns them about playing the game. They arrogantly tell her off.

This entire time that I am dreaming, I feel paralyzed. I feel this intense rigidness in my body. I can wake up and move but I fear to. I fear losing the dream and waking but also.... something else.

The dream took place at a park where the Borders would be, across from the Target. We walked there and all the stores were there.

Maybe I was possessed during the dream? But that wouldn't make all sense because it was her body not mine later on that I saw.