Ive been so miserable because I feel like I cant do anything. I keep trying to explain everything that is wrong but I'm really upset right now.
I cant drive so I have to ask my parents to take me places. So it causes me to not waste there time and gas money so I dont leave the house much. I have a drivers test coming up but I dont know if I'm ready for it.
I really want a job so I can use my money for things I want and not my parents. I dont like spending there money on things. But if I get a job I need to know how to drive.
I dont want to go to college. I am afraid that my mom will make me when there is nothing I am interested in. I will look but I dont want to take any test or register until I know there is something of intrest. And chances are Im going to need a car and possibly a job for that.
Ive been feeling so useless and like some horrible person who doesnt want to do anthing. I dont want to grow up I want to stay in my imaganation world and dreams and not live. I dont know what to do.
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This Is My Life
My Journals have been mostly when I am stressed and want to write stuff down. I have grown up and now have more real life issues that I have to deal with almost every single day. I don't know when it will end but I will write until that day comes.
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