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I took talismans to hurt me in response to the dreams I was having. I had hoped by moving away and packing all my high school stuff away that I wouldn't have these dreams anymore, but I did. I had another dream of Tj last night.

When will she leave me alone?

Trouble is that it wasn't just Tj. It was also Deveraux. If this is their way of torturing me for making a new friend, it is working. My roommate and I are having so much fun though, hanging out, that I don't have time to be depressed. I literally do not get depressed when I'm out with her. She is so much fun. The fact that I have made a friend for the first time in years is... epic.

My boyfriend is super depressed. He tore his ACL so he can't play his last year of soccer. It is super depressing and I don't know how to be there for him. I'm trying to be as supportive as possible and reassure him and all that. I care about him and thinking at all that he might break up with me creates this pain in my chest. It is literally painful to think about breaking up. I know that it isn't perfect and that we may not be together for that long but I am still very much attached to him. I really like this guy...