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Why do you do this to me?
you always act as if nothng's wrong when in reality nothing's going right.
you you cry alone and suffer when i'm here to help you then when life pulls me away you come begging for my love
you make me feel like a trophy
something to hold when your self esteem has been dented but when i'm lost you ignore that i exist
why do you do this to me?
you make me feel as if im the only person in the world then you hide everyone you know from my existance
am i like a fantasy? your fairytale princess? locked in a tree for when you need to look at me?
some trinket that reminds you that some people are still as lost as you?
why do you do this to me?
you piss me off beyond belief and just when im ready to give up on us you pull me back in with the promise of everything being okay
you remind me why i love you so pulling at my heartstrings and guilting me into admitting defeat and teling you that your right and im sorry that itll never be that way again
why do you do this to me?
you lock me in your roller coaster of emotions and send me on a never ending trip straight down
yeah its funnat times but then it just gets scary and uncomfortable
why do you do this to me?
you force me to hurt you when i dont want to and you kill me when i do out of frustration
you blame your pain on me when i ask how youfeel then when im hurt you act as if its al my fault

why do you do this to me?