Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

User Image
12.04.04
CONFUSED!!!




OMG! T.T

Ok, I like this dude.

...more than I should.

...actually I shouln't even like him at all. gonk

...but I can't help it.

...I don't wanna tell him.

...because I'm chickensh*t.

...and that sucks.

...I don't know if HE knows that I like him.

...but he likes me.

...and we're both good friends.

...and I don't know what'll happen if I tell him if I like him.

...I'm kinda scared, actually.

...pretty much because of "past experiences".

...and that sucks.

...'cause it was really my fault "past experiences" happened.

...and I just can't tell him. T.T

...*sigh*

...what a confusing day.

...come to think it, kinda depressing.

...besides when I went to eat breakfast at McDonalds. >.>

...'cause the breakfast there is good.

...ok, and I'm getting off topic. v.v

...He probably won't see this journal topic.

...because he never checks them.

...and out of the 2 people that actually look and post here,

...probably 1 of you knows who it is.

...and you will probably tell him to look here.

...then he'll find out.

...and you know who you are.

...and because he'll know.

...it'll be a good thing.

...yet so bad.

...then I won't know whether to hug you are snap your neck.

...so yeah.

...that's my journal entry.

...v.v *walks out of the little journal room*

...*silence*...

...*silence*...

...*silence*...

...*walks back in* hehe ^^;;

...sorry.

...i just had to get out of here for a while. o.o

...ok, you can comment now. -.-

...and to that 1 person who knows exactly what I'm talking about.

...damn you.

...*an edit later*...

...scratch that.

...'cause i told him. >.<

...so from now on, call me a chickensh*t,

...and die.






User Comments: [4] [add]
Yuki the Yume-Guardian
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 03:10pm
o.O Was I that one person that knew..? sad At least you let out your feelings...Before I met Blade, I was in love with my best friend, Nathan. I wanted to tell him, but I didn't. Instead, MY FRIEND told him >_____<;;; I'll probably never tell her another secret ever again.


commentCommented on: Sun Dec 05, 2004 @ 11:47pm
Iia damned me. cool heart gonk

Yuki, don't worry Yuki. Shes talking about me. xp

A hug would be best. 3nodding

*huggles* Don't worry! I won't tell him to visit. And also, please don't fret! Everything will work out for the best! you'll see.



Chesea
Community Member
Iia
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Thu Dec 09, 2004 @ 01:01am
o.o I never said I wasn't gonna be ok....

and Yuki, I wasn't talking about you.

....no offense Chesea, but you've been my friend long enough to know that it's a friendly damning...right? >< I love you, Chesea. xp heart



and my braces still hurt. ;_; i don't even get the purty little colors! gonk


commentCommented on: Sat Dec 11, 2004 @ 11:17pm
Yes. Chesea gets friendly damnings by Iia alllll the time. Note the extra "l"'s. cool heart

Well, at least yours won't croak on you any time soon. neutral heart xd

You'll get them soon enough. rolleyes



Chesea
Community Member
User Comments: [4] [add]
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum