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So, I have fallen behind on my journal entries. I am going to try to get at least one a day like I used to. But, if that doesn't work, than at least one a week. So, since the new year happened and it's kind of a new start, why not start off with a new post? I know I'm a few hours late, but I think a post is in order. And this entry is going to be about my lovely boyfriend.

So, we've been dating for almost three months now. But, that doesn't really matter. It, for some reason, feels so much longer than that. He's so special to me. I don't know what it is but he really drives me crazy. I love his smile so much. So, recently I have been tickling him just to see it. I hope it doesn't annoy him toooo much. But I can't help it. When he smiles, it's contageous. And when he tells me he loves me, oh my goodness. I can't help myself from being giddy and acting all weird. It makes me so happy to hear him say that. It's also really nice when he says it first. Otherwise, I feel like I say it too much.

I'm really lucky to have him. He makes me soo happy. I can't describe it. He's so special to me. I cherrish every day that I get to see him. And when I do get to see him it's sooo wonderful. I love when he holds me. We'll be laying down, watching a movie or something and he'll just hold me so tight. I love it. I feel safe around him. I feel like I can do or say anything and he won't judge me. I don't feel afraid to be myself around him.

So, I guess what I am trying to say is that I love him. I want to be with him constantly and I miss him like crazy when he's out of my sight. I got to see him tonight. It's only been two hours, but I can't wait to see him again. What can I say? I love him <3