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ok, so I talk a lot, I'm sorry, is that I have so much to say...well I just wanted to write somthing...for my friends to know me better.. 'cause I want to now them better to!!
I wish that people liked me more...I mean that is bad to say, but is the truet..I'm to blunt and say the truet to much, people don't like that, I know....but the thing is I'm not a people pleaser.
This world was not meant for me, I'm to freaky and to weird for it, I have problems feting in this world 'cause I don't wanth to fit in...for example: I'm a girl of 16, a teen..yet the main music in my Ipod (wich is my broter's by the way, I'm poor) is classical music!! domokun I'm weird..
I'm a girl but I HATE DRESSES, MAKE-UP (WHAT AM I A CLONE??) OR WORST OF ALL........ PINK!!!HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! evil evil evil evil evil AND SHOPING!!!!!!! (unless for video games!! yupy!!!
I never go out, and I like spending thime with my parents, I say thank you and sorry (a lot to, I even say sorry when people bump into me!!!) and bless you, even when you cough for a milion times....I always raise my hand in class, and I kiss my parents good night........ARE YOU GETING THE PICTURE!!! I'M FREAKING ANOING!!!
I don't know what I am...for also I have another side of me that dosen't go with what I said, evenm thoug is true:
I have a broken heart, I can't live with out loving someone (no I'M NOT BOY CRAZY, THAT IS MY FRIEND ALY..lol) what I mean is that I have to be loved, because I can't help but think of things that hapen to me in the pass....
I was a little thief..I use to hurt people, get into fights, run away from home, and use my "friends" for my own purpose to get money...not that they din't try to do that with me...I runed away from school, and hide in the kindergarners play ground were I use to teach the girls how to hit the boys that bug them..lol...one of my fundest memories....I was dum enofe to find a site called havenomersy.com that shoewd the largets morge in America, when I was 7, and read and watch the dead people, thinking how stupit it was for them to die....I was not a good kid, I was a messt up kid, but that was my fault, 'cause I was dumb enoph to fallowed that path.....however I always help those in need, because the abuse that I resibe in my chieldhood, I couden't wish on any creature in the world, not even my killer.....so I hated people that hurt those that were helpless.................... I help many friends out, cause I'm so tall and people were afraid of me, so I always help people who ask for it, even when it means I will lose everithing!! (PEASE DON'T ASK FOR THINGS FROM ME!!! I'M POOR...I PROMISE I WILL HELP YOU IN ANIWAY I CAN, BUT DON'T TAKE ADBAMTAGE, cause if you do, I will hurt you)
 kagome_eb · Mon May 29, 2006 @ 03:49am · 0 Comments |
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