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Jreken
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Posted: Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 03:49am

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	Why do I have to have so much trouble? OK I understand that I am good looking. Apparently very. Alrighty then. I understand I have plenty of girls after me, that's fine. But the problem with me is the fact that I have -so- many? Apparently so. I get so much trouble from the batch of them, left and right, that honestly sometimes I cant take it. Right now 90% of my Buddy List on MSN is blocked because of such problems. I dont understand why im so attractive. Why? Can anyone explain? Didnt think so, nobody really can. I can totally understand I have a kind caring personality (hahahaha), or whatever it may be, I can live with that explanation, but why is it that girls can just see a PICTURE of me and go "OOOOOOOOOOOOOO"?. (I've had it happen. X.x) I know this sounds really self-centered, but its about all I can really say. =x And on the flipside. My problems? I cant ask a girl out. Ever. Except online, and thats just not cool. I cant really date anyone except IRL (Sorry online babes. <3) and I just cant muster the nerve or anything to ask. I just plain get nervous and all crappy feeling and cant do it. My best friends Hansmeyer and Murphy have absolutely no problem (They go through like 2 girls a week), but me... I dunno. Why does this have to happen to me? ;.; I have no problems online because if it goes bad I can just block them, no hard feelings, move on. (Sounds pretty harsh, but...), but irl they can stalk me and stuff, like my ex-girlfriend is doing right now. x.X I honestly dont know what to do anymore. I emotionally need a girlfriend to have around, to hug, to cherish, to give kisses and hold her whenever she is sad or whatever. To give her presents and enjoy her laugh and whenever she's happy. All that sappy bullshit. But I cant. Why? I live in lame a** Washington State, pretty much all the girls here suck, and like previous stated, I cant date online girls. -sigh- Does this make me a horrid person for being who I am? Igniting hopes but not being able to fulfill them? Sounding so damned emo when I just want to get out whats on my shoulders? :s Theres my first journal since I got grounded. ;.;

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UnderworldTorrent
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Commented on: Sun Jun 25, 2006 @ 06:44pm


	Awww If it helps I can't ever seem to ask a boy out xD You're not a horrid person Jrek, and I know you'll find someone out there in that crazy real life world n_________n

Commented on: Thu Jul 06, 2006 @ 10:20pm


	plz tell me im not some creepy ex who stalks you!!! ><; anyways, you wanna know why girls flock to you? yea its your personality after they get to know you.. but before that, its because you are hott: youre not fat, but lean and skinny, and you have great hair, and your eyes are drownable... even with glasses... and hey, youre not short either, or a frickin giant curses self like i am... and once they hear your voice, theyre attached even more... youre just sexy... luv ya tons anyways...

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Kinta the Skank
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Commented on: Mon Jul 10, 2006 @ 08:21pm


	I thinks emi's talking aboot me when she says the fat comment ;.; Other than that Jrek, I go through the same thing. Heck, I think I have only 2 male friends at all anymore, you included. So I'm constantly surrounded by girls D= It's stressful, I can tells yah that much.. Dammit, now I've gone all emo myself ;.;

Commented on: Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 07:36am


	Aww, you live in Washington. . .poor you. I live in California and the guys here pretty much suck. XD (No offense to them.) <3

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